So you thought that I would let you come into my life and drag me down to your level? So you thought that It would be easy to get me to swallow predigested thoughts and feelings? I bet I surprised you…huh? You see when God made me, he made a force, a tornado, a tsunami. The only thing that can control and move me….IS ME. My strength will either scare you or motivate you.
Sad to say, I wasn’t always this way. I had to be broken before I could be royal. No matter what heartache or disappointment I go through on any given day, I remind myself that I am royal.
It took a long time for me to have confidence and determination, The things that gave me hope and an escape were denied to me. I held a grudge for years, hell I still do at times. But I press on. Now that I am in control of my on desires I take full advantage of my freedom.
From an early age I knew I was different. I knew my opinions, views, outlook on life and desires were unlike others that I knew personally. You see when I was a young girl I knew that I wasn’t supposed to be denied the right to live out my passion. I knew that I wasn’t suppose to be in a young relationship with someone that talked about me, hit me and treated me less than human. You better believe when I made my move I never looked back. I knew that certain people in my life were miserable and wanted me to be the same.
The funny thing is, I thought that, the phrase “misery loves company” referred to youngsters but so not the case. I see misery on a daily basis (between adults) within my career and in a variety of other areas. I am faced with people on the daily, that would rather see you fall and bust your face wide open then to see you get ahead in life. Whether you are getting ahead financially, physically, or spiritually it bothers the broken spirits that you surround yourself with.
The only time you will win is when you get real with yourself and start weeding out each and every individual that are celebrating your failures. Weed out the ones that are happy to see you just be mediocre…like them. Weed out the ones that are trying to get you to stop doing something you love. Weed out the people that are okay if they hurt you. You should not feel hurt, discomfort, pain or confusion if you are around people that truly care about YOU!
Let misery keep itself company! You are ROYAL….
Happy Thoughts and Positive Actions Will Lead to a Healthy Life!